God sends me emails

Hey y’all it’s me again.

I can’t even believe I’m back so soon because I really don’t be trying to write like this.

But here I am again being obedient.

I got something to sayyyy!!!!

Remember when I told y'all I ask God for emails?? Basically that means messages through written means. So that could be a website, a pop up, a post, a flyer, a billboard. Though he speaks to me through songs too. But that’s words too, just to music.  But yeah…God sends me emails.

So I haven't really been on social media lately…like since I’ve been here in Colombia really.  I've been extremely busy getting settled and learning this new city in this new country. I was looking for an apartment and working. I took a lead position with Beautiful Brown Girls and I am in the process of certifying 7 new Intuitive Melanated Life Coaches.

((Cue the Air Horns))

So anyway, I’ve been doing a lot lately and some days I’ve spent the entire day at my computer not eating until 10 or 11pm. Plus, I wanted to gift myself with some time off for my birthday. My best friend is coming and we’ve got some frolicking to do. So I’ve been working way more than I usually do and it’s been a lot.

This morning I reminded myself that it's February and I usually have some type of huge miracle happen in February. It's happened for at least 20 years now.  A surprise check. A new relationship. New homes or cars. Moments of deep joy and the best laughter. Every February something big happens for me. Like I said earlier the past few months have been a bit rough. And the past few weeks have slammed me with a whole lot more bad days than I've had in a long while.  When I wrote my last blog post the other day it was because I needed to say it out loud...that I'm grieving.  I've lost so much on this journey to personal freedom and fulfillment that I'm constantly having to check in with God to make sure I'm really on the right track because things haven’t been too rainbowy🌈 and filled with butterflies 🦋.  For a moment I even asked myself if I made a mistake coming here to Colombia. But there's so much peace in my spirit about being here so I know this is where I’m supposed to be.  But it's just been rough lately. 

This morning when I realized that it was February and I remembered that miracles always happen for me in February, I said to myself, well...I mean...you do live in Colombia.  That's it.  That should be enough. Be grateful. But then I said a little 🤏🏾 whisper prayer like,

God if you have time, can you just send me a sign that there will be more things to smile about…if you can squeeze it in I’d really appreciate it.

And then I forgot about it and went on with my day. So just now I was scrolling Instagram, which I haven't done in a few weeks.  And I was scrolling longer than I planned because I was supposed to be jumping in the shower so I can get myself together and start working on this stuff I have to do. So I backed out of whatever reel I was watching...and this is what popped up.

Now I follow this page and the content intentionally because it's usually really really spot on. I believe we can get messages from all sorts of places so this page is pretty consistent with speaking to my spirit. So I wasn't really surprised when it popped up because I always see their posts.  But when I read it.  It hit me so deeply in the inner parts of my spirit.  Like at a cellular level. I kept reading the words over and over again like,

YES!! ALL OF THIS!! EVERY WORD!!!

And I just burst out into tears because I knew that God put that post in my eyesight for a reason.  Right at that moment when I said I would put down my phone and I probably said something to myself like, “I'm always distracted,” (because I’m still working on my self-talk)…Right at that moment God sent that message.  And I got it.  With every cell in my body in the depths of my soul.

So I wrote all this to say, pay attention to the signs because they are always there to guide you. Tell God how you want to communicate. Maybe for you it’s through people or through dreams and visions. But tell God how you want to talk so that you know when the signs arrive that they were sent for you.

I shared this slide with my life coaches because right now they are deepening their intuition and learning about the gifts they hold. These are some ways that you can ask God to communicate with you so you don’t miss your messages. Keep in mind that messages may come from anywhere, any religion, any person. Be open to receive what God wants to say to you. Lose the habit of discounting messages because they come in an unexpected package.

God can use whatever medium God wants.

Because God is God.

My month just got a whole lot brighter y’all.

Thanks for reading!

✨ K i m b e r l a n d